Good morning,
Oh my gosh. I can't believe it. We are writing again. I
can't believe this is actually happening. I don't know how long it's been since
we've written last. But it's kind of a big deal that was doing it now. I think
that part of the problem has been that we have been on a high dosage of a
tranquilizer to substitute for the other medicine that we normally take. And
we've been sleeping in past any time that we could legitimately be doing are
writing. We have been awake now for the last 3 1/2 hours. It is now 8 AM. I can't
believe I'm finally waking up at the hours that I like to wake up at. I can't
say that it is then very productive though I've been pretty much at Facebook
down a little bit of glancing over at AOL.
I have schoolwork to finish, but I'm not even close to thinking about
that right now we've been trying to deny that we have schoolwork to do and to
some extent have been doing pretty good though it bothers our consciousness
some what. I know that I have to get it done. It's just that I haven't been in
the mood to do it yet.
Rich has been up almost as long as I have. I had to wake him
up. Well that's strange. I'm waking rich up again. It's amazing but we will
come up with. Let the back rubs and so on the bot happy fishing and he went
off. Finally on his merry way. He was trying to get there before sunrise but at
least he was on the road by that time. The first thing I did when he left was
to turn on the air conditioner he had called me on that mark. I tried turning
it off just a little while ago when I opened the windows because I wanted to
see our new flowers but it got too hot too fast so I turned back on the air
conditioner. That was the new deal yesterday is that rich and I went shopping
for flowers. We rarely ever go out together and it was kind of a fun deal but
it was too serious. We had to get just the right flowers. I found flowers right
away that I liked and then he said that we had to keep looking just to make
sure we got the right ones and so we looked around and ended up coming back to
the ones I originally wanted their beautiful here let me leave the picture.
Aren't they very beautiful? We don't know about the feeding
of them right so we have to wait to rich comes home and see what he says about
giving him some more water. I think they need something because they look a
little bit dried up this morning. I'm afraid because there's so much flowers
that they're going to die soon and that will have to wait till the next surge
hits us. But for right now. They are very beautiful. We haven't had them for 24
hours yet but at least this far we haven't killed them.
We got a call from more this morning and he said that if you
was going to be an area that he might stop by this afternoon, if we were going
to be home and I said that I thought we were going to be here until three or 4
PM while we go out to see his mother's for dinner - maybe. Rich still has to call. But I'm sure pretty
sure that she is going to be available for dinner we just have to make sure she
doesn't overeat at lunch so she still has the desire to go for dinner. I think
sometimes they eat more at lunch and then have less at dinner time.
I'm feeling a little bit discombobulated. I'm not sure
what's going on but we seem to be getting too hot and not being able to focus
as much as we could be. It feels like were supposed to be doing something but I
don't know what it is. I think that we have to do school, but I can't do it
right now it's too much. I'm very hot. I can't concentrate very good. The cat
seems to be needing me to pet her, but I'm not really pro-that right now my
gosh she jumped up into my lap, she never does that. Maybe this is the male
cat. Well, we headed him for a few minutes but then we decided that we needed
to have our space back because scratching up our arms. He seems to want to come
up again but I don't want him because I'm trying to do something different.
We just turned Enya and you were hoping to calm ourselves
down a little bit. We are having such a hard time concentrating. It's 830 and
I'm not sure where were going yet. I
don't know what's the matter with me and why I'm having such a hard time
concentrating. I was so happy that we were able to get up this morning earlier
than we have been for such a long time but it doesn't seem like were able to
concentrate on getting something concrete done. Perhaps part of that is that I
don't know exactly what we want to be doing. We have been so out of touch with
writing, or even talking using the Dragon. It seems like such a long time ago
since we did something like this. I'm just not sure where we want to go. I feel
like in some places that we are trying to avoid doing are schoolwork so we're
trying to come up with other things to do but we are at loss. I'm just like, so
not in touch with what's going on with school. It makes me scared. It feels
like sometimes that I want to go back to sleep just to avoid doing whatever it
is that I'm supposed to be doing. I just want to have some kind of relief for
my brain.
I miss not having Linda to talk to this morning. We should
maybe write her a little note anyway just to make sure she knows that were
thinking of her. Maybe that's a good thing to do hold on I'm going to try that
now.
Okay we did that we wrote to Linda, I'm pretty sure that we
sounded confused. And we also got a chance to talk online to Melissa. She's
been a long time. Bring mom friend with us. We are talking about going back and
forth to each other's houses. Apparently she's in Indiana only couple hours
away from us and we both have fabric shopping in mind wouldn't that be great!
We put a picture on Facebook today that we had gotten from
the images for Memorial Day. It is beautiful. It's got purplish blue, red,
white flowers on a reef with a really nice colorful bowl era show you.
This is gorgeous. I put it on my Facebook picture and Don to
set it up in the room. Sometimes when I get a really nice picture I go back and
look at it over and over again and it just seems that my heart blooms. Maybe
I'm just into flowers this weekend they do seem pretty amazing.
We did get our close and to the washing machine and they're
due out in about 20 to 30 min. I'm ready for rich to be happy with me.
Sometimes I feel bad because I leave him with very few socks that just seems to
be a not nice thing to do. It's a matter of me getting to feel well enough to
be able to handle the extra stress of going downstairs then under my
comfortable place. Plus, I've been sleeping until 11, 12, 12:30 PM so I haven't
been able to catch the morning space and by the afternoon. Other people have
already gotten into the washer, dryer. Maybe if I look around I could do one or
two more things for him. Well maybe will finish the cherries first is only
three left. I wonder there's enough dishes in the dishwasher to start that
maybe not quite as much to fill it up, but maybe I'll do that to. I think all
the dishes are picked up in the living room and you should a real good job of
vacuuming. I see the cats have been back. Maybe if I just picked up a couple
big pieces then we won't have to vacuum be right back.
Okay, we've done that. We made the bed. We picked up a
little bit. We started the dishwasher and we've got about 15 min. before the
close going the dryer. I'm not sure if I got riches baseball shirt in the wash.
The part worries me a little bit. I know I got both of his parents and there.
Thinking him way ahead of schedule. It's only 9:45 AM and it seems about time
to get something cold like pop to drink. The two early in the day? I know that
when I saw cherries entry this morning it said that it was post be getting up
to 90° today. I suppose I could check and see where is that now. Will that make
sense. It's already 81° here with the humidity of 58% says that we are going to
get to 102 today. Man this is crazy. Partly cloudy. I suppose it's a good day
for the air-conditioner to be on and should be good for rich when he gets back.
He might want to take a shower. Cool off and I think he's planning on taking a
little bit of a nap. I read something on the weather channel that says that
hottest days may day on record threatens seek records so that hottest this but
in Chicago was 1934 at 98° and they're saying that is going to go over that
today there also got a break records probably in St. Louis Nashville and
Cleveland. While Chicago weather hasn't been broken since 1934 and Cleveland
was the most recent at 1959, so that's 53 years ago man that stuff. It says
that Chicago could have its first pre-June 100° day on record. This was just
after the Chicago suburbs were stuck in the 60s - most of the day.
Okay - so much for weather. Poor fisherman is going to be
pretty warm coming in this morning. Pretty sure his can go for the shower.
Hopefully he's having a good fishing day. Well I could tell you little bit
about what we’re doing lately. No, not school. We have been doing that, but
since Monday or Tuesday. Wow hot! We just went down and put the clothes in the
dryer and feel a bit on the warmer side even coming up into the
air-conditioner. But all the machines are going so I feel very satisfied. If
rich really does get off the water 10, which is now means that he won't be home
until about an hour from now. So maybe I'll have the close down before he gets
back.
So anyway, what we were doing. We've been monkeying around
with the Google search that's been kind of taking up our brain power of the
late. We don't know what to think of it so far were not being able to put it in
proportion to anything else that we have going on in the brain. We just know
that it's a good thing to be doing just not sure why.
We had a bad session with Dr. Marvin probably about three
weeks ago and we've been trying to calm down ever since, as far as he had all
those matters go. I think that we were angry at him because someone in the
system of not more had written him a note stating something about having a
crush on him and he ignored the note and then we sent it to him again. Just
make sure he got it and ignore that note and by that time we were just furious
that he had returned some message that we had given to them because his doctor
that he returns messages within one to two days. Even if it to say that update
you on therapy day. Anne-Marie was out during the session that that came out
and she spent most the time just staying at the floor angrily she was too angry
to respond to him and then that didn't make him feel so good didn't make us
feel so good it was terrible situation. So after that it took a couple weeks
before we could kind of like him again and the situation got explained out
enough so that we could work through it. We were ready to take the responsible
because we had sent the initial letter but he said also that it was his fault
as well because he didn't respond back to it next away was forced to do it.
Basically that's it we told him, but you can't change the rules in the middle
of the game, especially with such a sensitive event. It was a little bit of a
setback.
We did have some time with them working on school issues.
Then he was able to help us with the sponsor part of our project. The part that
were avoiding now I don't know if I'm in trouble because third week and we have
to have things in the third week, or they could cancel us from the class and
that's learning is a little bit scared and afraid even though look at the
school. It seems like the most important time now is to get us from here to the
sewing weekend with the girls. Linda won't be coming this time but we asked
Linda from Las Vegas to come in. She seems very excited to do that she should
be staying with her sister. By that time and then so should give her some more
time and it'll be good for her because she can so but I hope that she take some
of her own stuff to so to because and religious piled stuff on her and then
made sure she had a sewing machine while she was here. So even when she was
away for man's she could be selling which is kind of nice to be getting a
second sewing machine. I understand this very old one but it's also not so nice
in that it keeps Linda but busy and I think that's bothering her. She wanted to
do some visiting during the time not just those seamstress stuff I think and
might be a little pushy that way. But it has to be resolved between the two of
them.
Just listing the sound the washing machine. I love that baby
when it hums. I just don't understand anyone who does own the dishwasher. I
think that were hungry but it's because were 10 a nervous and we don't know
what else to be thinking about. So I wrote back and then get an ice cream
sandwich. Okay that didn't suffer much time but it was good.
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