Ann's Multiple World of Personality: NEWS Dissociative Identity Disorder/Multiple Personality Disorder: Real States of Personal Identity within the Curation and Blog Culture of Multiplicity (Sample)

Monday, October 8, 2012

NEWS Dissociative Identity Disorder/Multiple Personality Disorder: Real States of Personal Identity within the Curation and Blog Culture of Multiplicity (Sample)

TABLE of CONTEXT – Book (Sample 7 multiples Work over 3 weeks)

1. Self

a. Thinking

i. Sense of

1. Quality

a. Clarity of Time

i. Being in the Present

1. Determine Need

2. Within Just a Few Moments

2. Quantity

a. Amount of Time

ii. Self-Systems

1. Self-Value

a. Building Self-Capacity

i. Aptitude

ii. Ability

1. Improve Tolerance

a. Accept Compliment

b. Skills

i. Build Confidence

1. Domestic Skills

a. Baking

2. Self-Worth

a. Self-Worth (Positive/Negative) Judgment

b. Debilitating abilities/skills/aptitude

c. Sarcastic/Doubtful

3. Self-Perception

a. Body Image

i. Loss of Control

4. Self-Advocacy

a. Adapt/Change Self to the Environment

b. Feeling

i. Positive Feelings

1. Grateful

a. Relaxation

i. Holiday/Vacation

ii. Negative Feelings

1. Hate/Anger

2. Sad

a. Unexpected

3. Depressed

a. Feeling Awful

4. Overwhelmed

a. Wanting Thoughts to Stop

5. Helpless

a. Frustrated at Inability to Explain

b. Struggle with Helplessness

c. Allowance of No Feelings

6. Self-Destructive

c. Behavior

i. Functional Self-Maintenance (Active/Inactive) Capacity

1. Eat

2. Learn/Teach

a. Read/Write/Edit

i. Blog

3. Be Sexually Intimate

4. Sleep

a. Dream

b. Have Nightmare

i. Scream/Cry Like an Animal

ii. Dysfunctional Recurring Internal Force Imposed (Effect)

1. Entrapped (Stuck) Failure to Move Forward

a. Inability to Change

b. Inflexibility

i. Breaking Rules

2. Addiction

a. Food

3. Obsession

4. Escape/Avoid/Withdraw

a. Distract Self Electronically

i. Hide from Social Activity

b. Distract from Worrisome Events

2. Trusted Significant Others

a. Therapist

i. Financial Cost

ii. Value

iii. Therapy

1. Medicine

a. For Nightmares

iv. Positive Affect

1. Trust

2. Caring from Other

3. Encouragement to Improve

a. More Tolerant

v. Negative Affect

1. Feelings of Abandonment

a. Therapist Being Away

b. Lack of Communication

i. Passive Aggressive

1. Protect Self Emotionally

c. Discontinue Relationship

b. Authorities

i. Opposing Talent

c. Abusers

i. Dysfunctional External Destructive Force (Cause)

1. Sexual Abuse/Forced Intimacy

a. Painful Flashback

b. Body Memory Flashbacks

2. Neglect

a. Being Invisible

ii. Indoctrinated Beliefs

1. Self as a Failure

a. Loss of Independence/Happiness

3. Mainstream Culture

a. Politics

i. Stance/Position

1. Government Responsibility

a. Entitlement

i. General Welfare

2. Mental Health Care

a. Stigma/Over-Simplification

ii. Concerns

1. Authorities Unknowledgeable

a. Force/Coercion

b. Rape Victims

iii. Response

1. Action

a. Disability

i. Advocacy

2. Reactions

a. Anger

i. Criticized/Blamed

b. Fear

i. Abandonment/Loneliness

c. Resolve/Determine

i. Live real life with mental illness

b. Legal

i. Medication error

c. Medical

i. Difficult Clients

1. Negative Perception Suggesting Clinical Abuse

d. Work in the Community

i. Legal

1. Legal Research Intern

e. Social Interaction

i. Housing Community

1. Volunteered

ii. Baked

Table of Context by Page Number

Determine Need (1) - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/

Within Just a Few Moments (1) - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/

Accept Compliment (1) - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/

Baking (1) - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/

Loss of Control (2) - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/

Adapt/Change Self to the Environment (2) - http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.com/

Holiday/Vacation (2) - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/

Unexpected (2) - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/

Feeling Awful (3) - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/

Wanting Thoughts to Stop (3) - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/

Frustrated at Inability to Explain (3) - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/

Struggle with Helplessness (3) - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/

Allowance of No Feelings (3) - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/

Inability to Change (4) - http://lun‌acyrelease‌d.wordpress.com/

Breaking Rules (4) - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/

Food (4) - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/

Hide from Social Activity (4) - http://lun‌acyrelease‌d.wordpress.com/

Distract from Worrisome Events (5) - http://lun‌acyrelease‌d.wordpress.com/

Value (5) - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/

Eager to Resolve (5) - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/

More Tolerant (5) - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/

Protect Self Emotionally (6) - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/

Opposing Talent (6) - http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.com/

Painful Flashback (6) - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/

Body Memory Flashbacks (7) - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/

Loss of Independence/Happiness (7) - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/

General Welfare (7) - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/

Stigma/Over-Simplification (8) - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/

Force/Coercion (8) - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/

Rape Victims (8) - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/

Advocacy (8) - http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.com/

Criticized/Blamed (9) - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/

Abandonment/Loneliness (9) - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/

Live real life with mental illness (9) - http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.‌com/2012/0‌9/28/break‌downs-come‌-and-breakdowns-go/

Medication error (9) - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/

Negative Perception Suggesting Clinical Abuse (9) - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/

Legal Research Intern (10) - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/

Baked (10) - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/

BOOK OUTLINE

4. Self

a. Thinking

i. Sense of

1. Quality

a. Clarity of Time

i. Being in the Present

1. Determine Need - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/
I need to stay present. ‌ I need to stay here and now.

2. Within Just a Few Moments - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/
Just a few minutes I saw it clearly.

2. Quantity

a. Amount of Time

ii. Self-Systems

2. Self-Value

a. Building Self-Capacity

i. Aptitude

ii. Ability

1. Improve Tolerance

a. Accept Compliment - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/
K lauded that as a sign of improvement. ‌ That I am strong enough to tolerate it. ‌ I will take that compliment and keep it rolling.

b. Skills

i. Build Confidence

1. Domestic Skills

a. Baking - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/
I suppose it might not matter if it taste good I’ll let you know k. Edit: The bread was really quite tasty. I think next time I’ll add ‌ 1/2 teaspoon of instant yeast for ww instead of 1/4.

5. Self-Worth

a. Self-Worth (Positive/Negative) Judgment

b. Debilitating abilities/skills/aptitude

c. Sarcastic/Doubtful

6. Self-Perception

a. Body Image

i. Loss of Control - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/
i hate literally everything about my body. for some reason i want to kill the butterfly just to satisfy my need to feel. ‌ i feel fat and i dont understand why i keep gaining weight so quickly. im losing control and im trying not to eat ‌ so that i dont gain but i keep doing it.

7. Self-Advocacy

a. Adapt/Change Self to the Environment - http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.com/
When I tried to change myself, however, and join the world of Bigger is Better, Hurry Up, and Do You Want That Bonus, or Not?…. I tanked. ‌ I wasn’t motivated by the same, shiny objects, but with equal significance, I didn’t have the stamina to manage the noise, the nonnegotiable work hours, or the constant connection with people on a daily basis, 8-12, or 16, hours each day. ‌Nothing about me belonged in mainstream culture in an ongoing way, but I didn’t know it until I was already in the thick of living the life I most needed to modify.

b. Feeling

i. Positive Feelings

1. Grateful

a. Relaxation

i. Holiday/Vacation - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/
I'm so glad it’s a holiday tomorrow; I can relax and get myself better for Tuesday.

ii. Negative Feelings

1. Hate/Anger

2. Sad

a. Unexpected - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/
I haven’t been mentally right all day and a few seconds ago I was hit with a sudden, deep sadness that put me on the verge of tears. I’m slightly overwhelmed and don’t know why I’m being hit with this now. I’m trying to breathe…trying to either not cry…or just give in, but they won’t come either way. Just that teary tightness and anxiety.

3. Depressed

a. Feeling Awful - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/
I’ve been walking around with this awful feeling for weeks – maybe months – and I couldn’t name it. ‌ Couldn’t find the words or the pictures in my mind. ‌ Nothing to conceptualize. ‌ To give it a name is to give it wings and let it fly away. ‌ But this one sat like a lead balloon.

4. Overwhelmed

a. Wanting Thoughts to Stop - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/
I just haven't been feeling well and I don't understand why it is more lately. "Col" is away and the manager has been out all week. I talked to Cas but it's not the same. My therapist somehow mixed up my appointments and my med doctor cancelled bc she was too sick to see anyone. Luckily I see her tomorrow so at least I can talk to someone who is a pro. I don't know what it going to happen. A med change? Hospital? A kick in the ass? Too much has been going on and I don't know what to do anymore. I just want my thoughts to stop.

5. Helpless

a. Frustrated at Inability to Explain - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/
UGH I wish I could explain how I feel right now.

b. Struggle with Helplessness - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/
I find myself in the position of being unable to help myself. It’s strange because usually I would struggle against the idea of being helpless and yet I can’t find the spirit to struggle against this.

c. Allowance of No Feelings - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/
But I guess that I didn’t really allow myself to feel everything back then. How could I? I was surrounded by people who crowded my house. And I had to put up with my mother’s presence which was not remotely comforting.

6. Self-Destructive

c. Behavior

i. Functional Self-Maintenance (Active/Inactive) Capacity

1. Eat

2. Learn/Teach

a. Read/Write/Edit

i. Blog

3. Be Sexually Intimate

4. Sleep

a. Dream

b. Have Nightmare

i. Scream/Cry Like an Animal

ii. Dysfunctional Recurring Internal Force Imposed (Effect)

1. Entrapped (Stuck) Failure to Move Forward

a. Inability to Change - http://lun‌acyrelease‌d.wordpress.com/
When I try to move forward, this is when I fall apart. When I try to hope, this is when I get crushed. When I try to imagine a different life and a different me, this is when I’m reminded I can’t change. I can’t move. I can’t think. I can’t focus. Like being a mind alive in a body that can’t communicate. I’m trapped. I can’t function or navigate in this life. I can’t seem to ever be in step or get it right. I try and I fail. The frustration and pain stings.

b. Inflexibility

i. Breaking Rules - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/
I feel like I frustrate people because I can’t break these rules. I know I should be able to take up my therapist on her offer of twice a week sessions, call people on my treatment team when I’m in crisis, or tell my therapist she upset me. I know good and well that these are not socially unacceptable things, and I know it would be for my own benefit. But when people tell me its okay, I shoot them down because I know I can’t break my own rules.

2. Addiction

a. Food - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/
My addiction is intricately and absolutely enmeshed in my dissociation. ‌ I eat and don’t know I’m eating – I make food choices like a five year old. ‌ Food triggers a dopamine response that brings me comfort from terror and anxiety like few other things can.

3. Obsession

4. Escape/Avoid/Withdraw

i. Distract Self Electronically

1. Hide from Social Activity - http://lun‌acyrelease‌d.wordpress.com/
So, I’m sitting here with a headache in the dark, in front of my computer, bouncing from Twitter to facebook to Yahoo email to my blog stats to Pinterest and back to Twitter again. Yes, my life really is that exciting. Honestly, I’m not complaining. I’m not very good at being out in the “real” world. And, is that such a bad thing?

ii. Distract from Worrisome Events - http://lun‌acyrelease‌d.wordpress.com/
Trying to avoid thinking and feeling about the anniversary of mom’s liver transplant and the death of a friend’s father. So, I wrote a reply to a song I heard on Pinterest. Yes, apparently, I reply to songs as a distraction. Hey, it worked… so, whatever. (Click the link in the title below to hear the song.)

5. Trusted Significant Others

a. Therapist

i. Financial Cost

1. Value - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/
I recently had to drop down to every-other week due to financial concerns. ‌ Right now I’m trying to satisfy my deductible so I’m paying out of pocket. ‌ I’ve been going weekly for years. ‌ I didn’t want to pull back – didn’t know if I could. ‌ It turns out that maybe it was a good thing. ‌ I have to value the time and make every second count. ‌ And today I was honest with myself and with K. ‌ AND I got some pretty good feedback.

ii. Therapy

1. Medicine

a. For Nightmares

i. Eager to Resolve - http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/
She would like to put me on a med for nightmares. I never knew there was such a thing to help that. I was pretty excited. I am willing to try anything at this point.

iii. Positive Affect

1. Trust

2. Caring from Other

3. Encouragement to Improve

a. More Tolerant - http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/
K lauded that as a sign of improvement. ‌ That I am strong enough to tolerate it. ‌ I will take that compliment and keep it rolling.

iv. Negative Affect

1. Feelings of Abandonment

a. Therapist Being Away

b. Lack of Communication

i. Passive Aggressive

1. Protect Self Emotionally - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/
And I’m upset about what happened with NT, even though I know it’s a dumb thing to be upset about, especially a week after the fact. She did call me on Wednesday and asked why she hadn’t seen me in a while. I said I dunno and didn’t say I’d shown up and she hadn’t. But unbeknownst to me, my team leader called her later that day and did tell her. Apparently she didn’t think to tell me she would be away and reschedule the usual appointment. I’m seeing her again on Monday. The feelings–anger, sadness, guilt, betrayal, mistrust–are flying every which way, too fast for me to deal with them. There’s a strong urge to just not show up–whether it’s to protect myself from being hurt again or to show her how it feels to be stood up, I don’t know.

c. Discontinue Relationship

b. Authorities

i. Opposing Talent - http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.com/
My bad, but I learned a lot about the consequences of letting other people define Worth for me. ‌ Personally, I do not believe that mental illness steals my talent, but it certainly tries my self-worth when de-sensitized, stigmatized, and scholasticized Voices of Authority create legislation that povertizes me, financially, for not following their ideas of what a good use of talent looks like.

c. Abusers

i. Dysfunctional External Destructive Force (Cause)

1. Sexual Abuse/Forced Intimacy

a. Painful Flashback - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/
What I just love is the time her husband said he was worried that her past would cause her pain in their intimate life and she says that it would never happen because all she see is him blah, blah, blah. Really? Ms. Robb/Roberts takes lots of time to detail the various rapes that happened to Eve as a small child. And you’re telling me that would have NO bearing on her sex life and intimacy now? Really?

b. Body Memory Flashbacks - http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/
Oh wait I see…it wouldn’t be very romantic if Eve had flashbacks during sex and had to stop would it? It wouldn’t be romantic if her husband wanted sex and she couldn’t do it at that moment because she had just remembered her father raping her would it?

2. Neglect

a. Being Invisible

ii. Indoctrinated Beliefs

1. Self as a Failure

a. Loss of Independence/Happiness - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/
That’s the insidious thing about indoctrination: if you tell a kid the same thing over and over for years, she’ll believe it. She may grow up and realize the logic is faulty, realize she would never judge anyone else so harshly. But she’ll never be able to stop judging herself. She’ll still feel like a failure at both independence and happiness.

6. Mainstream Culture

a. Politics

i. Stance/Position

1. Government Responsibility

a. Entitlement

i. General Welfare - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/
Yes, I am one of those people “who believe the government has a responsibility to care for them, who believe that they are entitled to health care, to food, to housing.” Hell yes, I believe everyone is entitled to those things! Tell me, Mr. Romney, do you believe that because I’m poor, I should’ve been denied lifesaving brain surgery? Because I’m poor, should I have to live in my car and eat out of dumpsters? I’ve done that, but I’d be willing to bet the little money I have that you haven’t lived that. I wonder, Mittens, when the last time you read our Constitution was. I recall this bit where it says our government was established “to promote the general welfare.” General means everyone, Mittens, not just the rich elite. If you’re instituting policies that would deprive people of basic needs, you’re not promoting the general welfare.

2. Mental Health Care

a. Stigma/Over-Simplification - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/
But no one talks about politicians’ stances on mental health care. We like to pretend there’s no longer stigma attached, but anything that can’t be discussed openly is still stigmatized. And when there is public conversation about mental illness, its causes and solutions get way oversimplified. We need to have a real, in-depth public conversation about it.

ii. Concerns

1. Authorities Unknowledgeable

a. Force/Coercion - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/
My worry with politicians who have very little knowledge of mental health issues–and even many who are knowledgeable–is the tendency toward forcible and/or coercive treatment.

b. Rape Victims - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/
Victims of “legitimate rape” can’t get pregnant because a woman’s body will shut down and prevent the pregnancy. Rep. Todd Akin (R-MO) actually said that—in other words, he’s saying that if a woman does get pregnant, she must not have been raped.

iii. Response

1. Action

a. Disability

i. Advocacy - http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.com/
I’m sure many of you don’t want to hear a single, political sentence, but I spent years advocating for my disabled daughter and being a part of getting the ADA (Americans with Disabilities Act) passed. ‌ I ‌ learned that if we do not speak up about what we need, we not only fail to get it, we’re ignored, so chances to begin creating ‌ opportunities to work, have a little food, financial stability, and health care do not easily take seed down the road. This is why I’m walking for NAMI on Saturday. ‌ I’ve seen wonderful things come my way because of who I am… and I’ve seen wonderful things ripped from my arms because ignorant people fear who I am.

2. Reactions

a. Anger

i. Criticized/Blamed - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/
I wanted to punch him. Repeatedly. But I think my reaction comes, in a large part, from growing up in a very conservative family where both financial success and happiness were thought of as something you could achieve if you just follow the formula and work hard enough. If you didn’t succeed, if you weren’t happy–it was your own fault. Obviously you just weren’t working hard enough

b. Fear

i. Abandonment/Loneliness - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ I’ve been trying to keep politics off my blog. I guess I’m afraid I’d lose readers, people wouldn’t like me anymore, they’d say mean things, and I’d be all alone again.

c. Resolve/Determine

i. Live real life with mental illness - http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.‌com/2012/0‌9/28/break‌downs-come‌-and-breakdowns-go/
I did not foresee writing a follow-up post on the NAMI walk that opened with ‘Ironically, I had to deal with my own mental illness, letting the victory of simply going to Chicago on September 15th be enough.” Also… real life.

b. Legal

i. Medication error - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/
That is what I heard from three different lawyers when I complained about the “medication error,” The Institute of Living (IOL) had inflicted upon me.

c. Medical

i. Difficult Clients

1. Negative Perception Suggesting Clinical Abuse - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/
There is a list of difficult clients that floats around each Local mental Health Authority (LMHA) called Personas Non Gratis. It has clients considered “high utilizers” and “Axis II’s” in essence, people who are challenging or even high functioning who just don’t shut the fuck up and take what measly crumbs are offered.

d. Work in the Community

i. Legal

1. Legal Research Intern - http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/
I had an interview today for an internship doing legal research and trial prep for a defense attorney. It’s unpaid, but it’s the kind of thing that will look good on my resume and applications for undergrad and law school. The interview went really well, and he offered me the job on the spot. He asked me to come observe/take notes on a discovery motion tomorrow.

e. Social Interaction

i. Housing Community

1. Volunteered

a. Baked - http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/
I made this for Resident’s Council today. I used all-purpose flour and split the top. It was quite tasty, a cross between French bread and sour dough! Peace out y’all!

INDEX by AUTHOR

http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/ Allowance of No Feelings (3) -

http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/ Body Memory Flashbacks (7) -

http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/ Painful Flashback (6) -

http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/ Struggle with Helplessness (3) -

http://bip‌olardid.wo‌rdpress.com/ Unexpected (2) -

http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.com/ Adapt/Change Self to the Environment (2) -

http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.com/ Advocacy (8) -

http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.‌com/2012/0‌9/28/break‌downs-come‌-and-breakdowns-go/ Live real life with mental illness (9) -

http://hea‌lingminds.‌wordpress.com/ Opposing Talent (6) -

http://lun‌acyrelease‌d.wordpress.com/ Distract from Worrisome Events (5) -

http://lun‌acyrelease‌d.wordpress.com/ Hide from Social Activity (4) -

http://lun‌acyrelease‌d.wordpress.com/ Inability to Change (4) -

http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ Abandonment/Loneliness (9) -

http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ Breaking Rules (4) -

http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ Criticized/Blamed (9) -

http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ Force/Coercion (8) -

http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ General Welfare (7) -

http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ Legal Research Intern (10) -

http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ Loss of Independence/Happiness (7) -

http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ Protect Self Emotionally (6) -

http://may‌beyourown.‌wordpress.com/ Stigma/Over-Simplification (8) -

http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/ Accept Compliment (1) –

http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/ Determine Need (1) -

http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/ Feeling Awful (3) -

http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/ Food (4) -

http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/ More Tolerant (5) -

http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/ Value (5) -

http://sav‌ingolivia.‌wordpress.com/ Within Just a Few Moments (1) -

http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/ Eager to Resolve (5) -

http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/ Frustrated at Inability to Explain (3) -

http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/ Holiday/Vacation (2) -

http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/ Loss of Control (2) -

http://sca‌lez4me.blo‌gspot.com/ Wanting Thoughts to Stop (3) -

http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/ Baked (10) -

http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/ Baking (1) -

http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/ Medication error (9) -

http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/ Negative Perception Suggesting Clinical Abuse (9) -

http://tob‌eunbroken.com/blog/ Rape Victims (8) -

INDEX by SUBJECT